when things are good we are perfect together. i can pull him on top of me or hold him down and laugh and laugh. i fit just under his chin; i don't have to stand on my tip toes to kiss; we always hit the snooze button once in the morning and spend ten minutes cuddling before we get up and if i am staying in bed he'll put the extra blanket over me because he knows it's what i like.

the nest that we have here is lovely, and it's starting to feel like home. it seems that i need him; but i need other things too and they are all so far from where i am and where he is.