somehow being here is always a bit confusing. this year has finally changed things, i guess. we've somehow turned into adults, and there's no going back. it's -20 outside before windchill, but i wouldn't know cause i haven't been outside all day. i'm sick, and cranky, and, to a certain extent, missing the place i've made my home.

i may be confused, and i almost made some bad decisions on wednesday, but for now, i am just going to be satisfied with doing my best. i'm doing my best, and i don't need to have it all figured out.