i woke up yesterday morning and c. said, "i had a nightmare last night, that you were leaving me". i had had a nightmare too, that he was cheating on me, again, with some girl that my dream-mind named "toie".

i had a sex dream that night too, about some faceless man that wasn't him, although my sex dreams are rarely veritable sex dreams; they're more like romantic chemistry dreams, where i am incredibly attracted to someone and they are attracted to me too.

a few nights ago i had a sex dream about a girl i haven't seen since my second year at school, apart from some amazing photos of her on the interweb at burning man, at the rainbow family gathering, crowd surfing naked, painted with mud.