woke up alone today; lazy saturday, cold and rainy. too many drinks with a girlfriend last night, early to bed, and then nothing but joints and the couch today. also sex and the city 2. what? there was no boy around to commandeer the computer, although that meant i couldn't watch the office. (i just started and i am in love (jim <3 pam forever!).)

alone in my apartment for what feels like the first time all week. very busy and trying to be responsible but also have fun and enjoy life. things are changing; it won't be like this forever, and i have to remind myself to just get things done and smile. not take myself too seriously. try to communicate better. my parents are off kayaking around the south pole: they have so much fun together still and i am lucky to have them, lucky for all of this. "be in love with your life, every detail of it" said jack kerouac via my pinterest - and i am trying, and when i try it isn't hard.