i've never been good at having nice things. i'm spoiled so i don't take good care of them. i end up spending a lot of money on something expensive, and then something happens to it, and i replace it or throw it away.

my relationship is something precious. i know how much other people would pay to have what i have. but it's getting too hard, and it's got some cracks. i didn't take care of it, and now i'm not sure if i want it anymore.