i've got this store-bought way of saying i'm ok, and you've learned how to cry in total silence
<< april 17th, 2010 | 11:02 p.m. >>

i said it out loud, through tears and tissues: "you don't ask why because you know why i'm crying and you don't want to talk about it."

he said "yeah" and then turned away.

i'm sick and lonely and my aunt is dead and i miss my friends and i want my parents. there. i said it.