what the hell shit fuck am i looking for and will i know it when i find it? when is the last time i entered a relationship not still pining for the previous one? is it so wrong to just want to feel content without feeling like i'm settling?

i don't think i've met the person, yet, who will make me stop feeling this way. i don't know if i ever will. every year i get further and further away from the girl who believed he was out there. this girl just wants everything you've got and more.