december 31st, 2010 - leave all your love and your longing behind
december 29th, 2010 - it's not as happy home as i thought it'd be
december 28th, 2010 - this club called the mansion and a guest bedroom (& infinite triple vodka waters)
christmas pt. 2 - sigh
christmas 2010 - i don't know how to fall in love for the second time.
december 22nd, 2010 - beautiful life and outlet malls
december 21st, 2010 - can you hear the horses? because here they come
december 19th, 2010 - i once had a dream but i can't tell you what it was
december 18th, 2010 - drunk star christmas party
december 12th, 2010 - want to come back to my place for a coffee?
december 6th, 2010 - minor male character
november 16th, 2010 - this is not what i thought i wanted to write about:
november 8th, 2010 - astrology and physics/please take this with a grain of salt and a cup of irony
november 5th, 2010 - r.b.t.
november 5th, 2010 - afterworkdrinknight / smutty sms
october 29th, 2010 - break up bliss
october 16th, 2010 - schluss
october 13th, 2010 - before i hit reply
2010-10-10 - es ist was es ist
september 20th, 2010 - dirty pretty things live long and lonely lives
august 24th, 2010 - this entry is about my drinking problem
august 18th, 2010 - man i have the most obvious daddy issues ever
july 19th, 2010 - twenty-something angst / on life changing decisions
july 14th, 2010 - labyrinth
july 1st, 2010 - essay writing runoff / five more pages of hell
june 29th, 2010 - mantra:
june 29th, 2010 - second puberty
june 20th, 2010 - a wordy description of shame at six am
june 15th, 2010 - this entry is a little slutty
june 11th, 2010 - a cold and broken hallelujah
june 9th, 2010 - entryburst
june 9th, 2010 - saying it out loud
june 5th, 2010 - out of the city
june 2nd, 2010 - addendum
june 2nd, 2010 - major breakthrough or more procrastinating? only time will tell. said the-girl-with-white-knuckles-from-holding-on-so-tightly-to-everything-she's-ever-ever-loved
may 31st, 2010 - dreamscapes
may 30th, 2010 - mango salsa
may 30th, 2010 - drei bier und ein pommes spaeter
may 26th, 2010 - palpitations for the present
may 20th, 2010 - ps i'm blonde now cause i freaked out on my birthday
may 10th, 2010 - t w e n t y t h r e e
may 9th, 2010 - take me anywhere
may 6th, 2010 - i'm stoned so this is funny to me
may 4th, 2010 - du bist kein mensch du bist ein bettmonster
may 3rd, 2010 - this is what it's like, me without you
may 2nd, 2010 - birthdays
april 24th, 2010 - i miss you i miss you i miss you
april 19th, 2010 - i really truly thought that we would last forever, and i wish i could just know for sure whether we will or not
april 19th, 2010 - wanderlust
april 17th, 2010 - i've got this store-bought way of saying i'm ok, and you've learned how to cry in total silence
april 17th, 2010 - my dreams are traitors too
april 17th, 2010 - friday night mostly alone in ten parts
april 13th, 2010 - all i have is a broken heart, and a tool set i can't use!
april 2nd, 2010 - the revolution can't get it up/the dangers of determinism
march 30th, 2010 - valentine's day
march 27th, 2010 - another new low/self-loathing
march 25th, 2010 - my heart wants out of my chest
march 24th, 2010 - -
march 24th, 2010 - life on the inside
march 22nd, 2010 - conclusions for the end of the day
march 22nd, 2010 - weekend update
march 20th, 2010 - learning how to cry in total silence
march 19th, 2010 - where does the good go
march 18th, 2010 - it's still only 8:17 am where they are
march 17th, 2010 - lessons in fire building
march 15th, 2010 - brain stew in the basement
march 15th, 2010 - drawrof/backward
march 14th, 2010 - LOOSE LIPS SINK relationSHIPS
march 12th, 2010 - friday part ii.
march 12th, 2010 - friday part i.
march 9th, 2010 - but i need a narrative/temper tantrum
march 8th, 2010 - good woman
march 8th, 2010 - first day of school
march 5th, 2010 - -
march 4th, 2010 - but i'm poor now and i can't afford a new one
march 3rd, 2010 - heartsick
march 2nd, 2010 - between a run and a hot shower
march 1st, 2010 - very wick today
march 1st, 2010 - notes to myself:
march 1st, 2010 - last night and the night before that
february 28th, 2010 - this is probably the best thing i have heard all day
february 27th, 2010 - the black book lullaby
february 25th, 2010 - it's not something i would recommend, but it is one way to live / cause what's simple in the moonlight in the morning never is
february 24th, 2010 - fire
february 23rd, 2010 - i can't remember what it feels like to wake up and not be hungover.
february 10th, 2010 - plunk
january 26th, 2010 - -